conclusion after 3 weeks:
when I first started to trade semiauto I was more focusing on patterns. as I get better results I started to trade more frequently without waiting the patterns. I did quite well but this made me trade more risky. When I noticed that, starting from this morning I again focused on the patterns as I did at the begining.
SO basicly I refresh mind and focused on what I am doing wrong and fixed.
I am sure this is the one of the main problem manual traders faced with. At that point trader start to blame market conditions or other effects instead of finding the real reasons and creating new rules until he/she totally frustrated.