Morrije trader's profile

I've not entered a single trade, as of yet. I have done a little homework on the subject of FOREX trading, and I like what meets my eyes. At the same time, I find myself feeling somewhat foolish for even pursuing it this far. But the alternative is to continue feeding someone else's pocket directly from mine. That's causing me to feel a little heat. I've got nothing to show for playing the game as long as I have, and I'm realizing that my future's not as long as my past. I've got to do something different if I'm to have a life different from what I've been settling on all this time. So here I am, scared, nervous, uncertain of anything else other than I am here.

I don't know, on both counts.