Hi! It's okay to be a little confused at the beginning, everyone's going through it. If you think that each deal is a loss to you, maybe you should take a little more time to demo. Maybe you have enough experience for a real account, but you're just morally not ready and you start to panic because of it. And a lot of trading forums offer free learning of trading bases, you can find more information online. Even if you think you know everything, it isn't superfluous to check all the information again, so you will be more confident and less panicky. You're gonna make it, don't give up. It's a good thing you're looking for help, not just stopped trading. I believe in you!