Sorry to hear that, but if you have no idea what you are doing. Probably best not to trade forex at all. The odds are against you and you most probably gonna lose everything you deposit. If you can find a good mentor, then you might have a chance. But again, most courses online are BS. So you need to be very careful and educate yourself about forex.
I have been in the business for years and I am still learning, everyday. Good luck!