They say that trading currencies is of one of the hardest and most stressful professions!
I tried for a while and then packed it in and moved to trading spot gold, whilst it is still unpredictable, it is not as volatile as forex.
I think with forex the main people who are making money are the brokers and the top 1-2% of traders.
Still, look on the positive side, there are a heck of a lot of worse hobbies to have out there! When trading you are keeping up with economic announcements and learning about fundamentals whilst testing technicals. Plus there are other ways to make money from forex, not just from your trading account, you can get subscribers, you can do youtube channel for revenue from ads, you can get rebates to improve profitability, you can trade with other peoples money with a range of prop trading outfits out there, the list goes on...