Marnu, first of all don't say that! Second of all, there are a number of free resources on the internet like youtube and babypips. Third of all, find a broker that has an easy user interface and you'll probabbly feel less frustrated.
I really love the story of Fahrenheit 451, it shaped me as a person. I know this and I understand it, so I can say that everyone should read it and also better read the reviews and reviews on it. You can easily do that if https://studydriver.com/fahrenheit-451/ look it up here. I think it will be useful. I recommend it!